Steve Jobs said it well:
You can’t connect the
dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust
that the dots will somehow connect in your future.
For the last couple of years now I have been trying (unsuccessfully
sigh and mostly unconsciously
deeper sigh) to somehow connect the dots WHILE going forward. I had this weird idea in my head that (because I am in my forties now) I somehow had to act differently, more mature, more foresighted, more ... whatever. A life that made sense. Not a succession of loose ideas.
I had written about it in my blog a couple of weeks ago (see post "Serendipity").
I am glad to be back to where I used to be before these weird ideas got me all confused. I am glad for this confusing period though. It made me more conscious. More conscious about who I am, what I want.
Nonetheless, I am happy that it's over now - I am ready to focus on new times!
My intuition suggests the next "dots". I won't be mentioning the new places I want to travel to (hahaha, you know me!). There is this dream about living a few weeks in Venice though. Suddenly I thought of a way to make it come true. I will tell you about it - I have to think it through yet.
Then there are various classes I want to attend. New stuff I want to learn.
The first being a class in Numerology.
Are you surprised? Don't be. I came across numerology back when I lived in Paris. Ever since I had somehow wanted to attend a class and get to learn more but it never happened. Until recently that is. Yesterday I attended my first class!
I love numbers, I just love them. I had forgotten how much. And I love to learn about myself. We are surrounded by numbers and they have much to tell!
I am totally excited about this class and I will tell you more about it (yesterday was just an introduction).
Yeah! I am back to loose ideas that make no sense right now but I am sure one day they will :-)